People always say, go explore, but remember your roots, carry your culture.
Don’t lose your values.
I think I don’t want to lose my ‘u’s– there’s a British English stickler for you!
Another thing I don’t want to lose, whose loss I am currently lamenting, is my sleep… Unfortunately, whenever I try to binge-sleep, something comes up.
There was a day I decided I could afford to sleep in. No alarms, no internal reminders (which, trust me, work like a charm. If it’s in the back of your head that you’d need to get up at six the next morning, your body will inevitably wake you up at a time alarmingly close to what you’d wanted… If you go back to sleep though, it absolves all responsibility!
This has worked for me for a 3 AM shift too, so I can vouch for it! Except perhaps when I’m dead tired.)
But that particular morning, I decided I’d sleep till 10, at least.
There’s a knock on my door. (It actually works to wake me up, so mum’s never had to drag me out of bed. My sister’s another story, though.)
I ignore it, after all, I’m sleeping in, remember?
It is mum. She comes over and shakes my shoulder. I’m already on my way back to sleep by now.
Listening, but I’ll process later. Mmm, good night, sweet dreams, please don’t draw the curtains.
I magically go into vampire-mode at night. I’ll grunt at a single LED if you keep it before me in the dark! Yes, I’ve bumped around many times. I’ll learn, I guess.
I’ll learn to navigate in the dark better.
“Your school phoned asking about you.”
Mm― wait, what?
I processed that too quickly for my own good health.
School phoned? Why?
Why did you have to tell me this when I’m trying to stay asleep??
“I just thought you should know before I forget. Anyway, I’m leaving, you can sleep if you want.”
If black, sleepy eyes can look evil, they sure as hell are in this instant.
‘I can’ isn’t a choice anymore. ‘Can I?’ is the question.
This isn’t the first time this has happened.
I’ve had a very similar morning, with the exact same explanation and proceedings, the only difference being in one part:
Mmmm. D’you mind, I don’t like the light.
“You need to complete your math test and submit it today. Just thought I’d remind you, I’m leaving, don’t stay in bed after 11.”
Or, “You’ll need to pick up your report card from school this afternoon.”
(falls on the floor and remains there)
Some people have trouble absorbing calcium into their body. They’d understand what I go through.
Somehow, no matter how long I try to sleep, I just can’t assimilate it into my body!
It’s like the night before an exam, when you’re picking up a new and easy (read: neglected) topic, but the next morning, it’s been wiped. They say kids’ brains are like sponges, absorbing.
I’d agree with the first half: just a small squeeze, and they lose it all, no retention!
What would you like to retain with you if you went globe trotting?