Gurgle, gurgle; bubble, bubble.
It’s an odd way to be spending my last few uncertain moments before the proverbial gong is struck.
I’m sitting in a mental space that may well be leagues away from the physical space I’m in: a drab, grey old building that’s known as the place where hopes and dreams go to die.
Right, it may be a bit of an overstatement, but it is what it is. I didn’t give it that reputation.
I’m in our uni’s exam centre here for a math midterm. My last midterm of this year. No more midterms after this, nor any reasons to put off my problem set or studying for the finals.
Which just adds to the reasons why I don’t want this hour to end.
I’ve gotten here a whopping hour early, when I’ve been known to challenge uni-wide records of running to the exam centre in a record five minutes– from home.
It is a bit of a sight seeing me run past buildings with an eye on my watch, expertly dodging unsuspecting university goers who don’t happen to also have a midterm in the same hour.
So in a fashion almost dismissive of my lengthy past records, I’m here early, after having spent a while at the bookstore gazing at how far human civilisation has come:
I gaped and gaped and settled on a regular scale. Bourgeois, welcome me home.
And now I’m probably gonna run back to the bookstore tomorrow and buy me that fancy ruler. I’m a sucker for stationery, as you know.
[An edit added a few hours later: I didn’t even use my ruler. What a shame, there must have been a sine graph on that test just waiting to be drawn. What a shame. I spent my entire test flying high on proofs.]
But as of right now, I’m here, and in a good space. Sample this.
I’m sitting next to something of a waterfall. The sound is pretty calming, and I’m feeling weirdly good about this test. That doesn’t normally happen, and that’s either a good sign or a scary one.
But it looks good, and I feel ready. Kind of. Maybe. Here goes!
And so I head in. A good picture deserved a good post, and hopefully a good post deserves a good proof.
[Post midterm edit: It wasn’t bad! Hooray for bubbles and good proofs!]